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My mental health has not been well for the past 3-4 days. Up and down, and hormonal as fuck this cycle is taking me for a goddamned roller coaster ride. I could barely move today besides draw a straight line so I decided that I’d do this finger painting instead. Sometimes there are no words for how I’m feeling- just a clusterfuck of bullshit making it impossible to think clearly or articulate my needs. Green and pink flooded my mind as I thought about the war inside of me. Parts of myself colliding like a high pressure and low pressure, creating a thunderstorm and raining down on everything. I’m sad a lot of the time, finding it difficult to accept where I’m at and obstacles I have to face everyday. I struggle with not feeling enough for the world and also feeling as if I’m too much- a burden on the ones I love and lean on for support. One of the healing aspects of art is that if I’m alive, than I’m good enough to make art. This canvas and paint can bear my tumultuous moods and come out telling a story. It helps wash the feelings out and puts them somewhere outside of my mind. I hope this resonates with someone other than me. And maybe when you look at this, you can see the silver linings too. #mentalhealthmatters #ptsd #depressionawareness #arttherapy #artist #abstractexpressionism #abstractexpressionist #abstractpainting #abstractart #acrylicpainting #fingerpainting #femaleartist #moodyvibes #nhartist #nhpainter #newenglandartist

I worked on this for hours I’m a slow drawer when I draw digitally. #art #sketch #sketchbook #sketchbooks #artist #artsy #drawing #draw #drawings

Quick little doodles I did instead of the actual drawings I'm supposed to be doing, because I put the "pro" in 'procrastination'. #cigarette #broken #bottle #blade #skull #bong #casket #noose #pizza #slice #doodles #doodlesofinstagram #lowbrow #artist #artistsoninstagram #art #design #ink #pendrawing #procrastination

🚩Practice is the🗝️. I still need to put more pressure on myself! Become 1️⃣ with that cam and the edit program! But nothing come for its time. special thanks to @x.r.jenice.x ❤️ and @imdodji for this day. #life #lifequotes #lifestyle #rotterdam #amsterdam #nice #model #orange #shoot #shooting #ligervision #likeforlikes #likeforfollow #follow #photography #art #artist #sony #goals

Roses are RED🌹 Violets are BLUE🍃 There is always an Asian Who's better than you • #art #inspiration #artist #painting #roses #artwork #creative #instaart #paint #gallery #artoftheday

Yes, a story time . . I am hurting right now but I'm gonna tell y'all a dumb story about me huehuehue . . So look out for that.. . . #comic #story #myart #doodles #traditionalart #art #artist #mywork #doodles #drawing #artistoninstagram